A good day.. or was it.

Ive had my ups and downs today,

I went to the cinema with my nan.

Watched Johnny English Reborn.

Had popcorn.

Slush puppy.

Went to Asda.

Bought some halloween make up,

and some halloween clip-on highlights.

But ..

When we got home

Everything went wrong.

I was pouring out tears.

Me and my nan had a conversation about my family.

How the only person I look up to out of my uncles and my parents is my uncle Arni.

My mother is a failure.

And my father.

And my mothers boyfriend.

And my other uncles.

My mother may love me, but she doesnt show it.

Atall.

I was crying so much.

I just wish I had a different life sometimes.